6. The One That Changed Me Fundamentally
- Jessica Rabbit
- Nov 10, 2017
- 2 min read
My first sexual experience outside of the 'norm' (and many more of the rest that have followed) all happened with my ex-boyfriend, Six, and in my first swinging relationship. It began with some girl-on-girl drunken pashing in a nightclub and ended with her being invited back to our house for a drunken threesome. I say drunken because I have little recollection of the events after the taxi ride home. My second experience, a sixsome on a bed in an open play area at a swinger's club, was much more memorable.
While the men stuck strictly to their own partners, it was the first time that I tasted a woman, and the first time that I remember being tasted by a woman. It was so easy to lie back and just revel in the unfamiliar softness of her tongue and lips, the surprising smoothness of her face and sight of a feminine face with long blond hair tickling between my legs. When she came up for a kiss and I whispered 'can I return the favour?' (super sexy, I know) I felt almost as terrified as the night I lost my virginity. This time, I couldn't just lie back and let someone else do the guess work about what goes where.
I'd never seen another woman's vagina up close and personal before so I had really no idea what to expect. The slightly musty scent and deep, flushed pink of her vagina seemed so much more inviting than an angry purple hard-on with a strong masculine scent. It felt surprisingly natural lowering my face between her legs and giving her one long flat-tongued lick, testing the waters so-to-speak. The taste was much more pleasant than I expected and I was surprised at how much I enjoyed doing it and how turned I got.
Knowing what I know now, I was probably rubbish at it but the experience put me on a new path that in the back of my mind I had always known was a part of me. It really was the best of both worlds having sex with my boyfriend and having the third woman - a slim brunette with small, firm breasts and a very grabbable butt - thrusting her chest in my face for me to suck and lick. The dichotomy of the firm hardness of one sex and the soft sensuality of the other was just delicious.
After nearly 2 years my relationship with Sixcame to an end. We continued to swing and have an amazing sex life right up until the end and to this day I consider him one of my closest friends. He's one of the only people that I feel I can talk to openly about my experiences and go to for advice. We never really had a conventional relationship and we certainly don't have a conventional 'exes' relationship either, but that's a whole different story.
The break-up happened in my final year of university whilst I was living on college. For weeks I went on a massive bender and right off the rails. Booze, sex and more sex seemed to be my remedy... I known- How unique, right?
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